- there are those that you don't get. You can't even believe that you had them. You start considering if your hormone levels were through the roof, to the moon and out of the solar system. You decide to pretend that it never happened since you don't want to deal with such a lapse of judgement.
- then, there are those that even after so many years are not gone. Somehow, the feeling is always there, has always been there, and you wonder. Then, suddenly, out of the blue, you don't have to wonder anymore. You need to make a decision. You might not be sure if it is your residual feelings, your real feelings or just curiosity, but you can't help wanting to give it a shot. Crazy? So what?