Being sure

I don´t trust people when they are 100% sure. The more certain they are, the less certain I am that they are right. And vice versa - if they are not sure, I am. Why is that? I just don´t know..

Ignorance

Moments when I think about my ignorance:
1-When a Muslim woman in niqab laughed, I realized that I had had the image of "poor opressed woman who has to cover herself" buried so deep in my brain that I had expected her and every other Muslim woman never to laugh or be happy. How prejudicial of me!
2-When people few years younger than me talk about some TV show I don´t know. And I start thinking that maybe "I am too old for this stuff". That maybe if I walked into a room full of teenagers, I would be "the old one".. And it seems kinda funny that I am even thinking that way at 21.
3-When I am unable to get what is so fabulous about some movie or a book. Like One Hundred Years Of Solitude which I was unable to finish or Amarcord which I just did not like.

The rain that washes away all dirt. Brings serenity and silence. Clears everything. And then you see. Or do you?
I feel like I am in between chapters, in the empty space between worlds. And I cannot see what is the future holding for me.
How can you ever move on, when you feel anchored in the past? And when from time to time the rope you have been tied to tries to bring you closer. You struggle, you push forward with all your strength, but you are not sure it is gonna be enough.