If I am going through the "five stages of grief", then I must be in phase one - denial.
At times, it is almost like nothing happened. For a few minutes I forget. Then it comes back and I remember.
The weirdest thing is that I feel more stable than ever before in my life. Does not mean that I do not feel this hole in my soul, but (with one exception) I have not done anything crazy(at least not crazy enough to qualify as crazy compared to my other crazy) and I did not act out in the past three weeks.
Cooking and running are a good therapy.
I won´t be let to continue being in denial on Saturday and I am scared.
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