The men I was attracted to never showed their feelings(if they had any). Neither did I. I never knew how to do that. Even when I was in love, I was unable to show it. So maybe it was just me being attracted to those with the same disability.
What I have realized lately is that I don't even know how to respond to someone who wants to include me in his life. Not just in the superficial things, but for real. And how to do the same.
I somehow have the disease of being and feeling single even when in a relationship. Is there a cure?